Strange Thoughts and Feelings
As I laid in bed last night, I started to get upset about the fact that the bed could hold me. The feeling of being contained was bothering me, and I felt so small and inconsequential. So I slept on the floor, and that began to bother me as well. I wound up sleeping on the cold floor of the kitchen with the refrigerator vent blowing in my face. It was a good restful sleep and "A" woke me up when she hit my head with the refrigerator door when she was getting milk for her cereal.
She asked me what the hell was I doing. I told her and she laughed. What the hell is my problem? I think I felt in control because I chose to sleep on the kitchen floor. I think.
posted by Beo @ 10:03 AM
8 Comments:
Ahh -- well glad you had a goodnight sleep.
I dont have that problem since my feet hang off the edge of my bed unless I sleep sideways;
Yeah, I usually feel fine in bed. Just last night, I got a wierd vibe and in my semi-conciousness, I began to find somewhere where I felt happy to sleep. Very strange.
Your either really tall, or you have a short bed dav.di.
Ha -- I'm 6'2" -- but I know how you feel, I sleep on the floor sometimes.
And after da prom we just chilled out at someones house
But I still had fun.
I'm 5'10"; you better be able to dunk then. I would give anything to be a few inches taller.:)
Yeah, I miss proms. My girl was the hottest one there I felt back then in 96'.
Nah not muchof a sports guru/ so I cant dunk.
Being tall has its downsides too though- - I always hit my head on the low hanging lights/roofs in mexican restaurants.
HA - There is your calling dav.di. Tall roof mexican joints!
Nice one with the floor. See? You found what felt right. You listened to yourself. It's beautiful when we listen. Alternate paths open up.
Thanks Jay. But where is the path leading me? The question scares me.
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